[he looks up at her with some mild uncertainty, because she never wants to talk about things. not that he likes to get into deep emotional discussions either, but clearly winging it hasn't been settling well deep down.]
[he still can't quite breathe properly, but he focuses on her face and her hands. the only person whose ever seen him like this before wasn't even a person, and k2 just sat with him to wait it out, but it was still a comfort.]
I don't know what I am feeling. It's - everything.[it's overwhelming him in ways he's not quite sure he's dealt with before. he ignored it and ignored it but sleeping with jyn was so much, good and emotional and it stirred up feelings he hasn't handled in a long, long time. it's like he's been split open and it's almost a physical sensation right now too.]
[he still hesitates to say more, though part of it is just because he doesn't know where to begin. he closes his eyes again.]
no subject
[he still can't quite breathe properly, but he focuses on her face and her hands. the only person whose ever seen him like this before wasn't even a person, and k2 just sat with him to wait it out, but it was still a comfort.]
I don't know what I am feeling. It's - everything.[it's overwhelming him in ways he's not quite sure he's dealt with before. he ignored it and ignored it but sleeping with jyn was so much, good and emotional and it stirred up feelings he hasn't handled in a long, long time. it's like he's been split open and it's almost a physical sensation right now too.]
[he still hesitates to say more, though part of it is just because he doesn't know where to begin. he closes his eyes again.]
It will stop soon. It always does.