[he doesn't answer her right away, holding her hands and trying to count out the spaces between breaths.]
When I cannot contain it.
[it feels harder now maybe because he doesn't... have to with jyn. he doesn't have to hide away pieces of himself with her, even the pieces he is terrified of, even the ones he's worried she might not want to see or talk about. he is allowed to have emotions here but it doesn't mean he knows what to do with them, and apparently sex was the tipping point.]
Sometimes - it's too much. [he shakes his head suddenly, even if it makes him dizzy again.] Not you, it is not you. You are not too much. I am.
[he exhales.] K2 used to sit with me. Until it was over.
no subject
When I cannot contain it.
[it feels harder now maybe because he doesn't... have to with jyn. he doesn't have to hide away pieces of himself with her, even the pieces he is terrified of, even the ones he's worried she might not want to see or talk about. he is allowed to have emotions here but it doesn't mean he knows what to do with them, and apparently sex was the tipping point.]
Sometimes - it's too much. [he shakes his head suddenly, even if it makes him dizzy again.] Not you, it is not you. You are not too much. I am.
[he exhales.] K2 used to sit with me. Until it was over.