[the one thing he does know is that he is in love with jyn, but it doesn't occur to him that it would be mutual.]
I want all that too. [he sounds so relieved to hear it from her, his shoulders sinking a little with it. it chips away at his anxiety and it's only a string of sentences and words but it's her words. he clings to them like he clings to her hand still at his face.] I want you and us more than anything I have wanted in a long time.
I am scared of how much I want it. [maybe he's not suited for it, especially if he's going to freak the fuck out on her after sleeping with her.] I just... feel so much right now.
[and she hates feelings and he's bad at them, how does it work!!!]
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[the one thing he does know is that he is in love with jyn, but it doesn't occur to him that it would be mutual.]
I want all that too. [he sounds so relieved to hear it from her, his shoulders sinking a little with it. it chips away at his anxiety and it's only a string of sentences and words but it's her words. he clings to them like he clings to her hand still at his face.] I want you and us more than anything I have wanted in a long time.
I am scared of how much I want it. [maybe he's not suited for it, especially if he's going to freak the fuck out on her after sleeping with her.] I just... feel so much right now.
[and she hates feelings and he's bad at them, how does it work!!!]