[ he relaxes when she answers him and jyn feels particularly terrible for withholding something that could have headed this off at the pass had she only just said something.
she knows cassian isn't going to take advantage of her vulnerabilities if she were to speak up, but it feels like she's so terrible at it, like she'd never be able to fully verbalize what she feels. she still hasn't even allowed herself to grieve all the loses in her live, how is she supposed to admit to all the wonderful things she feels when she's with him?
she licks her lips nervously. ]
I'm not used to having someone else, I know I'm shit at talking about what I'm feeling, but I--
[ a little sigh, she trails off, looking down at their still clasped hands. it took less courage to storm scarif, she doesn't know if she is brave enough for any of this. ]
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she knows cassian isn't going to take advantage of her vulnerabilities if she were to speak up, but it feels like she's so terrible at it, like she'd never be able to fully verbalize what she feels. she still hasn't even allowed herself to grieve all the loses in her live, how is she supposed to admit to all the wonderful things she feels when she's with him?
she licks her lips nervously. ]
I'm not used to having someone else, I know I'm shit at talking about what I'm feeling, but I--
[ a little sigh, she trails off, looking down at their still clasped hands. it took less courage to storm scarif, she doesn't know if she is brave enough for any of this. ]