[he has always known jyn cared about him, that she had his back no matter what, that she wanted to kiss him and hold him, but the verbal affirmations sink into his chest. who knew he wanted to hear it so badly?]
Do you think I am any better? [come on jyn. come on. he just had a breakdown immediately post coitus and honestly he is still kind of in the middle of it. self deprecation is go.]
[he follows her gaze down to their hands, still trying to fully even out his breathing.] I have boxed away any feelings for so long that I don't know what they are half the time.
I don't want to... ignore them with you. You bring them all out of me.
[he is glad to admit it, even if he still sounds nervous saying so.]
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Do you think I am any better? [come on jyn. come on. he just had a breakdown immediately post coitus and honestly he is still kind of in the middle of it. self deprecation is go.]
[he follows her gaze down to their hands, still trying to fully even out his breathing.] I have boxed away any feelings for so long that I don't know what they are half the time.
I don't want to... ignore them with you. You bring them all out of me.
[he is glad to admit it, even if he still sounds nervous saying so.]