[he was not prepared at all for this train of thought. there is no rebellion here, but it's been easy to at least fall back on old habits, on digging around, a pseudo-reconnaissance. it's too instinctive to do anything but spy. he let himself fall into it because he didn't want to think about being dead or anything else.]
[she's right though. he doesn't have to. but when he thinks about not being a spy, he just feels...lost. he tried to make a better choice, he knows why he went to scarif, to do better, but it ended there.]
no subject
[she's right though. he doesn't have to. but when he thinks about not being a spy, he just feels...lost. he tried to make a better choice, he knows why he went to scarif, to do better, but it ended there.]
[what if he doesn't even know who he really is?]
They're not supposed to.
[it's fine he's cool, it's a roundabout answer.]