[ cassian has been there. not necessarily for the same reasons, but that swell of panic, the inability of his lungs to function like they should. it's just usually in the quiet of his own room, away from people because no one is allowed to see him have a breakdown. ]

[ he steps in closer and blocks the view of the fountain. making sure his hand stays in sight the entire time, he reaches out and carefully wipes the water as best he can from marcos's face. it would be easier with his sleeve, but he doesn't want to risk fabric. he knows what the most common type of water torture is. ]

I am going to count to three. When I get to three, I want you to take a breath. Breathe every time you hear me say 'three.' [ repetition! three, it's something to focus on. ]

One. Two. Three.