[ he's calmed down somewhat but focus is still elusive at best. cassian's words swim at him and he doesn't answer immediately, trying to process the question in his muddled brain. ]
New Tokyo.
[ he remembers that. he remembers the snow and how confident she'd been. ]
[ there is no rush for an answer. cassian only posed the question to give marcos something else to think about. he guides marcos towards a set of chairs off to the side in the lobby; it's tucked away, no one will see. the ideal would be to get him up to their apartment, but he wants to get marcos more settled first. ]
[ still too soon for details, no worries. cassian can get a lot out of the stabbing to begin with. the important part is just pulling marcos's head away from the water. he just wants to get him thinking about... anything else. ]
She stabbed him with a fork. [ the tiny puff he lets out for a laugh is very genuine despite being purposeful to this attempt to weave a distracting story. ] Apparently he had it coming. But I highly doubt it was the first time she weaponized a fork.
Makes me kind of glad I managed to get on her good side initially. [ getting stabbed hurt and he would rather avoid it happening. he'd taken enough punishment as of late. ]
But I'll remember not to call her Miss Erso in plain view of any cutlery. [ it's a weak joke but it's still a joke and he's glad to hear he can still make them right now. ]
Good side or bad side does not seem to matter much when it comes to her fighty-ness. [ jyn will fight anyone, friend or foe! she's argumentative to a fault, but maybe that's just with him. ]
[ 'miss erso' earns a very faint laugh out of him, blink-and-you-miss-it amusement. ] I am not sure you are safe anywhere with that name, but by all means, please keep calling her that. I find it hilarious.
[ it is remarkably easy to talk about jyn for a distraction, but he's not going to analyze that now! no time! marcos's panic attack is more important! jyn is a safe topic! ]
I intend to because it drives her nuts and it makes me laugh.
[ and thinking about jyn and that ridiculous name was much better than thinking about how he'd just had a panic attack over something as simple as water. ]
I'm sure she'll fight me at some point. Most people do.
I would hope it is mostly done in jest. [ or friendly, playful sort of hitting, like the way jyn smacks her hand into his shoulder. ]
But if you need classes in self defense, I am sure it would not be hard to find a teacher. [ because he's trying to keep things light! he can't dive into the psyche of marcos and being hit. ]
[ is that what it's like to have a lot of friends?? lots of punching?? jyn is his friend and she idly hits him a lot, so now cassian is honestly considering this. internally, of course. ]
[ regardless, marcos seems to have come down from his panic attack significantly. ]
I'd rather not. [ while marcos knows how to fight, it's not something he likes doing. if he were back home, he'd use his power but here, he can't really do that. not in any kind of skilled manner.
he takes a breath and looks down, a little shy about what he'd just let cassian see. ]
Thanks for, uh, thanks for the help. Sorry to have derailed your day.
[ cassian doesn't brush it off, but he does adopt a more casual kind of slouch. there's no reason for marcos to be embarrassed, but cassian knows he would probably feel similarly if it were reversed. it's why he tries to keep all his own panic attacks to his bedroom. or the bathroom, if he doesn't want jyn to see and she's home. ]
You did not. [ he waves idly upward. ] You should come up for a few minutes. Have a drink, or eat something. [ also maybe he just wants to make sure marcos is fully over it and not liable to trigger it all over again by stepping outside again so soon. he was probably coming over anyway, if he was this close to the apartment building. ]
I don't want to put you out anymore than I already have.
[ and yes, he knows cassian invited him up and he knows that jyn wouldn't mind if she were there especially considering the circumstances but he still feels like he's putting people out by making them deal with him after these episodes. ]
I'm really all right. [ he thinks. ] I feel better.
[ listen. a laugh is definitely a good sign! mission seemingly accomplished. ]
[ he shrugs, but it's too carefully casual, slow-mo like he is completely innocent in wanting to purposely annoy jyn. besides, he thinks she'll understand when he tells her why. ]
It does not have to be long. Just enough for a churro.
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New Tokyo.
[ he remembers that. he remembers the snow and how confident she'd been. ]
She told me she'd stabbed someone.
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His name was Peter. She was not lying.
[ "lightly stabbed." ]
What else did she tell you?
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[ he rubs at the side of his head, trying to will his brain into working. it feels like he's wading through sludge. ]
Just basic stuff. Where I was and things like that. I — it's hard to remember right now. The stabbing stands out.
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She stabbed him with a fork. [ the tiny puff he lets out for a laugh is very genuine despite being purposeful to this attempt to weave a distracting story. ] Apparently he had it coming. But I highly doubt it was the first time she weaponized a fork.
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But I'll remember not to call her Miss Erso in plain view of any cutlery. [ it's a weak joke but it's still a joke and he's glad to hear he can still make them right now. ]
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[ 'miss erso' earns a very faint laugh out of him, blink-and-you-miss-it amusement. ] I am not sure you are safe anywhere with that name, but by all means, please keep calling her that. I find it hilarious.
[ it is remarkably easy to talk about jyn for a distraction, but he's not going to analyze that now! no time! marcos's panic attack is more important! jyn is a safe topic! ]
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[ and thinking about jyn and that ridiculous name was much better than thinking about how he'd just had a panic attack over something as simple as water. ]
I'm sure she'll fight me at some point. Most people do.
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[ but getting marcos to think about things that make him laugh is a priority. ]
At least with Jyn, she rarely does it out of malice. [ a beat. ] With her friends, I mean. Miss Erso brings out a funny sort of grumpy.
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[ he knows he could rub people the wrong way sometimes. ]
I'm used to it at this point.
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I would hope it is mostly done in jest. [ or friendly, playful sort of hitting, like the way jyn smacks her hand into his shoulder. ]
But if you need classes in self defense, I am sure it would not be hard to find a teacher. [ because he's trying to keep things light! he can't dive into the psyche of marcos and being hit. ]
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[ he shrugs. ]
I'm exaggerating a bit but it's happened. We're still friends.
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[ regardless, marcos seems to have come down from his panic attack significantly. ]
Maybe you should all join those fighting rings.
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he takes a breath and looks down, a little shy about what he'd just let cassian see. ]
Thanks for, uh, thanks for the help. Sorry to have derailed your day.
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You did not. [ he waves idly upward. ] You should come up for a few minutes. Have a drink, or eat something. [ also maybe he just wants to make sure marcos is fully over it and not liable to trigger it all over again by stepping outside again so soon. he was probably coming over anyway, if he was this close to the apartment building. ]
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[ and yes, he knows cassian invited him up and he knows that jyn wouldn't mind if she were there especially considering the circumstances but he still feels like he's putting people out by making them deal with him after these episodes. ]
I'm really all right. [ he thinks. ] I feel better.
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[ it's the little pause between the i'm all right and i feel better that makes cassian doubt both reassurances. ]
Jyn just got a bunch of churros. [ gotta lure him in. ] Imagine how annoyed Miss Erso will be if you eat some before she gets to.
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You're trying to lure me in with the prospect of pissing Jyn off.
[ a good tactic. ]
Maybe...maybe for a few minutes. I won't stay long.
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[ he shrugs, but it's too carefully casual, slow-mo like he is completely innocent in wanting to purposely annoy jyn. besides, he thinks she'll understand when he tells her why. ]
It does not have to be long. Just enough for a churro.
[ a churro of annoyance. ]
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[ he exhales and nods. ]
All right, just for a minute.
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A minute is all you need for it.
[ and off they go, up the elevator to his fancy house to steal some of jyn's cheap but delicious churros. ]