[she touches him and the contact startles him. she's so content, she's laying with him, she doesn't want to leave, so why does cassian suddenly feel like he needs to? he's happy. he is definitely happy. but maybe he doesn't know how to actually be happy.]
It does not feel like... enough.
[he doesn't know what is enough. he doesn't know how to describe any of this.]
[his smile falters as his throat seemingly closes up.] I -
[he can't breathe. he tries to draw in a breath, but it's more like a gulp for air.] It's -
[nice. sex with jyn was nice. and a million other things he doesn't know how to even begin sorting.]
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It does not feel like... enough.
[he doesn't know what is enough. he doesn't know how to describe any of this.]
[his smile falters as his throat seemingly closes up.] I -
[he can't breathe. he tries to draw in a breath, but it's more like a gulp for air.] It's -
[nice. sex with jyn was nice. and a million other things he doesn't know how to even begin sorting.]