[he was not prepared at all for this train of thought. there is no rebellion here, but it's been easy to at least fall back on old habits, on digging around, a pseudo-reconnaissance. it's too instinctive to do anything but spy. he let himself fall into it because he didn't want to think about being dead or anything else.]
[she's right though. he doesn't have to. but when he thinks about not being a spy, he just feels...lost. he tried to make a better choice, he knows why he went to scarif, to do better, but it ended there.]
[what. what?? he feels like he did something wrong but he is also feeling kind of mentally dizzy so he stares at the text for an unusually obscene amount of time. how does jyn manage to do this to him??]
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Not anymore.
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I can't just turn it off. It never turns off.
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[ why does that make her so sad? ]
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[she's right though. he doesn't have to. but when he thinks about not being a spy, he just feels...lost. he tried to make a better choice, he knows why he went to scarif, to do better, but it ended there.]
[what if he doesn't even know who he really is?]
They're not supposed to.
[it's fine he's cool, it's a roundabout answer.]
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[ good to know. it's night so she decides she can just peace out without it being weird. ]
Thanks for the captain info. Night
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Okay.
Good night, Jyn.