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Cᴀssɪᴀɴ "ᴘᴀʀᴀɴᴏɪᴅ ɢʀᴀɴᴅᴘᴀ" Aɴᴅᴏʀ ([personal profile] evasives) wrote2025-12-02 01:05 am
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realists: (ro » disheartened)

[personal profile] realists 2018-08-21 06:05 pm (UTC)(link)
To be perfectly fair, I don't think I sort of foster a community of open conversation. You can't really be blamed for not wanting to bring it up.

[ with her. because she'd already said multiple times on multiple occasions that she'd rather jump out an airlock than confront her own feelings so it tracks that he would be hesitant to confront his feelings with her. ]

It's not your fault I make this difficult.

[ almost nervously: ] You did like it though. Right?
realists: (ro » inquire)

[personal profile] realists 2018-08-21 07:09 pm (UTC)(link)
It was. You were very good.

[ she chews on her lip because it was easier to blurt that out when he was inside her, in the heat of the moment. she's not shy about sex but she's still all jelly-limbed and warm from earlier. ]

Alright, so tell me. What do you want?
realists: (ro » let's roll)

[personal profile] realists 2018-08-21 07:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ how is he meant to work on it if she doesn't keep asking! she reaches between them to tiptoe her fingers up his chest, glancing away from his face to watch the progress of her hands through the fine, coarse hair across his chest. ]

Immersive learning. How do you want me, Cassian?

[ if it's too much, too soon she expects him to tell her. ]
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[personal profile] realists 2018-08-21 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
It's okay if you can't, but you should when you can. I want to hear it, whenever you're ready.

[ two fingers still against his heart. ]

I can wait. We have time to figure it all out.
realists: (au » touch)

[personal profile] realists 2018-08-22 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
Okay.

[ that sounds good to her, fair and smart. ]

Together sounds good. [ tomorrow sounds good, next time, more, it's going to keep happening because they're going to keep happening. which is a nice thought, one that makes her feel warm inside. ]

Do you want to watch a film?
realists: (ro » home)

[personal profile] realists 2018-08-22 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
I guess.

[ her free hand reaches up to ruffle his mussed up hair. ] I kind of like how you look now. All tired and messy and soft. [ her fingers trail down to brush against his collarbone, coasting over a mark left behind by her teeth. ]

I guess we should put pants on. If we must.
realists: (au » mugs)

[personal profile] realists 2018-08-22 06:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she might need new underwear, jyn assumes, glancing idly and their clothes thrown across the couch and floor, one leg of cassian's sweats on the coffee table. ]

That sounds good. The underwear part, you'll have to get your lookin' in now because I've got to pee.

[ so he is on a time crunch for staring at her. ]

When did you know? You know, that you love me.

[ he loves her. it's still bonkers and frankly at this point she isn't sure she will ever be over it. presumably one day it will be as natural and second nature as anything but right now it's a marvel she still can't quite understand. ]
Edited 2018-08-22 18:13 (UTC)
realists: (ro » revelation)

[personal profile] realists 2018-08-22 07:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ jyn's mouth opens in confusion. he was so cross that day, he'd been grumpy even after jim left. jyn had always chalked it up to, well, ]

I thought you liked Jim and that's why you were cross. [ she makes a face. ] Wow, I was really off, wasn't I? I even told Poe. Oh, he's going to be so smug.

[ right now she doesn't even care. ]
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[personal profile] realists 2018-08-22 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
You were jealous?

[ she squeezes his hand, leaning in a little to give him a soft kiss. they're idiots, for sure. emotionally constipated morons who have the worst conversation skills and suck at everything. ]

I like food, not James Kirk.
realists: (ro » welcome home)

[personal profile] realists 2018-08-22 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
When we were sick. You saved my blanket.

[ and that was it. that was when she knew she was in love with him and their life together. such a simple, commonplace event but he'd gone out of his way to protect her favorite blanket and it hit her in a rush.

her shoulders lift in a shrug. ]


That was when I knew.
realists: (au » slow dance)

[personal profile] realists 2018-08-22 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I do. And you made sure I get to keep it.

[ jyn didn't have anything growing up except her mother's crystal and eventually the beautiful purple scarf from saw and she clung to both of them fiercely. saw's scarf was lost, but her mother's crystal remained and jyn made sacrifices to keep it.

here she finally has things and she is meticulous about their care -- clothing aside -- and hanging on to them. her blanket, the rug, their pillows, the pictures that have become just as precious to her. and cassian made sure to protect her blanket when she couldn't. ]


No one's ever cared about me the way you do.
realists: (ro » smiling at)

[personal profile] realists 2018-08-23 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
You are.

[ it's simple, but true. cassian is worth care, the end. ]

Even without me or whatever, you are worth it.
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[personal profile] realists 2018-08-23 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Good. [ firm, decisive. ] 'cause it's going to be us, together. Here or somewhere else. Me and you, that's it, for good.

[ they died in each other's arms, even if the portal sucks them back home and into the path of the death star again, it's going to be the two of them, together at the end. she used to think the galaxy, the universe, wanted her to be alone, but now she thinks it might have been holding out for scarif, for some gang of idiots to storm an empire stronghold and fight back because they had nothing left to lose and every single thing to gain.

finding cassian was a way to ignite her hope but now... now he is home. ]


I'll keep telling you until you don't need me to anymore.

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